I'll admit it....I'm a big fan of Apolo Anton Ohno's, but I have not watched him skate yet. In fact, every time I see the Olympics on my television, I walk by and turn it off. I just can't stomach it right now, and I know that seems strange. Every time I hear the words, Winter Olympics, my mind flashes back to our little 2 bedroom house on Prickett Avenue. I see Jordan, almost 2 years old, playing on the floor, and I am holding a beautiful, brown eyed, brown hair, 6 month old little baby named Macie. She was the most adorable baby in the world with those huge eyes and spiky hair. I can still remember Ryan and I sitting on the couch, holding our daughter, and watching men's speed skating. The games are just another ugly reminder of how our life has changed.
Dear Amanda and the rest of the Crow family,
ReplyDeleteI'd just like to say how much I love and miss Macie. I am sure one of your fears is that people will forget about her. I want you to know that I still think about her every single day and pray for your family every single night. Macie has brightened my life and I just wanted you to know that no one is forgetting. She pops into my mind often, sometimes it makes me smile and sometimes it makes me cry, but I am blessed to have known her, even if it was for a short time. You are in my prayers forever.